December 2010
175 posts
8. Your resolution
There are a couple of things about myself that I need to work on. The biggest and most important is learning to not allow myself to be a giant doormat. I hate attention and I hate conflict, so for the past almost 20 years, I have let people take advantage of me, walk all over me, treat me like shit, and steal my thunder. But in the past few months, things have gotten out of control, so much so...
7. 5 people you got really close to
1. Eric
2. Chrissy
3. Matt
4. Mammoth - even though we’re not close anymore
5. Steph - I dunno if this counts, because she’s been one of my closest friends for the past like, 6 years, but especially this fall, I have turned to her more than I have ever turned to a person in my life, and she was always there, so I guess we got closer.
6. A list of what you want to change in the new...
There’s kinda a lot I would like to change in this coming year. Most of it is stuff I want to work on about myself, which I would really consider more resolutions, and are all completely under my own control.
However, I would also like a few things that I don’t really have control over to change. I would really like to find a boyfriend this year. I’m really sick and tired of...
5. A photo of you from the start of the last year
This is from last new year’s. I’m not sure if it was taken before or after midnight, but I think it should still count.
It’s weird to look at this and think about how drastically different my life was then.
4. A letter to a person you grew apart from this...
I wish I could say that I don’t know what happened to us, or that it was all your fault. Unfortunately, we both know exactly where things went wrong with us, and we are both equally at fault for the rift that has grown between us since this summer.
That being said, I am still filled with a lot of contempt for the way you treated me. The things that I did to hurt our friendship...
3. Your new year's plans
In a few hours, Paige is coming to my house. Then we are going down to Aubrey’s before going to Brandon’s in Sandwich for what I am expecting to be quite the party. I’m wicked excited!
2. 6 photos of memories from the last year
At the very beginning of the year, Aubry, Paige, and Kelsie came out to me and Steph and we spent the day together shopping and getting lunch. It wasn’t the most eventful or exciting day ever, but these girls are some of my best friends, and every day that I spend with them is a good one.
Over spring break, Paige, Kels, Steph, and I went up to Keene to surprise Aubrey. It was the first...
1. 10 things you did this year
1. Finished my first year of college
2. lost a bunch of “friends”
3. Made some really awesome new ones
4. nannied for the summer
5. Saw Tim McGraw and Lady Antebellum
6. Saw Toby Keith
7. Got my first “report card” with no As ever
8. Started listening to country music
9. Went to warped tour
10. PUMPKIN FEST!
I think the hardest challenges I have yet to...
“We are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other person does not care at...”
– Eleanor Roosevelt (via mikeycdavis)
“Humility is not thinking less of yourself, but thinking of yourself less.”
– C.S. Lewis (via quote-book)
Just got my grades from this semester, and while I can’t say I’m surprised, I am still disappointed. Straight B+’s except one B. I can do so much better than that, especially at this fucking school. I guess I can chalk it up to a combination of shitty classes, and a wicked stressful personal life this semester, but making excuses doesn’t get shit done.
I’mma have to...
9000 people are having sex right now, 2000 are...
chainedbird:
amandamason:
siberiana:
Forever Alone.
fuq you all.
…damnit.
ha
What would happen if your dad found marijuana in your room?
He’d flip a shit.
What color is your favorite skittle?
Red obv.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you?
eh, more or less
What are you listening to?
Burn by Chris Young
If your sister came home and told you she just had sex with 15 boys, you’d say?
You disgust me
Are you jealous of...
My room is a mess. Someone come clean it for me?
It used to be that a good portion of my spending money went towards concert tickets. The last couple years of high school, that was just my thing. Some kids spent their money on booze or drugs; I went to concerts.
Even though my concert going is nowhere close to where it was, and I’m not going to any until March, maybe February, I am so glad that I have started going to shows again....
Do you ever creep yourself out with your own thoughts? Cause I definitely just did.
Disney gone wild
wild-animal:
anjanaaaa:
Miley Cyrus smokes a bong
Demi Lovato scandalous pictures
Selena Gomez stays out past 10
have you no shame Selena ?
New Toby Keith makes me happy.
Cleaning my room and jamming to Katy Perry. Life...
